I really don't know what to do. I'm so sad, for so long. And it's not that kind of feeling that you know someday will pass. I'm feeling like there's no real happiness in this life. I honestly can not remember when was the last time that I laugh.

And, even when I talking just about myself, this sadness isn't just mine. Trying not to think, trying not to cry, it's best if a stay in silence, because there's nothing to say. Sharing sadness it's just useless in this case.

I don't know. Maybe tomorrow I will wake up better, even great. Maybe when spring come I will able to breathe again. Maybe someday soon I'll find love or something that will make me smile again.

I'm just sad. Sad for a while.